Vildhjarta

I am really starting to feel that me and my friends have to play Vildhjarta soon. We have tried before, but they have always been too few, so everyone died all the time. Hopefully we can do it this summer when Sofie and I get home from Ireland. I am missing the deep dark forests and all the trolls lurking around in there.

So yes. It is really time for some heavy and serious roleplaying soon!

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Environmental Issues

I will go to Ljusdal in two days. This will be the last meeting with the other people for this distance course. It has been a course full of anger, tears and annoyance. This environmental studies course has really been something I never looked forward to. The grand finale will end with this... big essay/project thing. We were supposed to write an essay about the environmental on our workplace or something like that. As usual, I have pushed the work in front of me all the time.

At first, I had to go see my old biology teacher to get ideas and see what materials he had that I could use to look up how the light is, how the air is, etc etc. Our school is shit though, so I didn't really find anything I could use, but an ordinary indoor thermometer and a few other very old things.
Therefore, I went to the safety officer at school, who also used to be my old math teacher. He told me to mail him about the details, and then we could discuss what I could do. In the beginning I had a very hard time find this person at all, and when I get home to mail the information to him, it doesn't work. I tried three different mail addresses I have and not any of the worked. So I had to try find him at school again to tell him about the problem.
It wasn't that much of a success, so I put a paper with the info in his little mailbox. Some day later, I got some kind of paper from when they had tested some things. Boring numbers. I didn't understand anything.
I went to the school nurse. I told her I had problems finding a subject to write about, and she says I can write about the school dining room. It was a, to me, good idea.

I started with the essay about 4 days ago. I should have sent my environmental studies teacher info about what I was going to write about some weeks ago, and the whole essay should have been sent to him 13 days ago. *Cries* Now I know it is my own fault, pushing it forward all the time. However, I can't help I become so stressed I have to cry a bit over it. He will probably say it isn't good enough. Since I'm not a good science student. Environmental studies sucks major duckballs!

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Ireland? Scotland?

Some weeks ago I sent a mail to David Davies, the guy who will fix the job for the students who signed up for trainee jobs abroad this summer. I signed up for Ireland as my 1st choice, and Scotland as my 2nd choice. Anyhow, David replied and said that I got my place and that all places to Ireland was almost done.
That was my first hint to that I will go to Ireland.

Now, I had planned to go there with two friends, Sofie and Emma. To make it easier to find jobs for us, we decided to being open for splitting us three. We said that I could go with Sofie, and Emma could go with someone else, but then we wanted to have jobs pretty close to each others, so we could meet up sometimes. We did not want to leave anyone of us three outside.

Last week, Emma got a mail from David Davies, in which is said she had a place ready in Loch Lomond, Scotland. Awesome! Would we all go to Scotland? Bagpipes, castles and highlands!!!
I waited for me to get a mail, but never got any, so I asked Sofie to send him a mail, asking how it would be for us, who don't get to know anything. I felt like not sending a mail, since I recently mailed and asked about it myself.
In this reply to Sofie, he said she was going to work at a place called Leades House, Ireland.

Wow! I just have to work with Sofie! That was the deal from the beginning, no?
But who will Emma go with? And.. Why don't I get a mail?
I so want to go to Ireland. I googled Leades House, and got a suiting hit.
Leades Environmental Awareness Project
Scroll down and you will find it on that list.

It's basically a farm with animals and a big garden and forests and so on, which will be our job to take care of. For me, it sounds perfect being outside and work with environmental things.

Anyhow, I sent David a mail now, asking if I'd work on the same place as Sofie. Hopefully I will get an answer tomorrow.

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The sober drunkard

Well it's Saturday. I suppose I should do a lot of fun things and take care of myself and enjoy good times an all those amusing normal things.

Oh man. It's 00.03 So the whole Saturday passed without me even noticing it. I haven't done shit today. I got up around 11 this morning. Then ... well I have no idea what happened. I am suddenly here, right now.

I felt dizzy earlier. It was like..you know when you're drunk, and your mind is a wee lil slower than your body. You do something and feel a lil dizzy when your mind slowly comes after.
Very well. I am a bit afraid to walk around actually. Feels like it will turn black at any second and I will wake up on the floor a little bit later with a big bump on my head. Been laying down some, and I've been resting from the computer. Watched television some too. Was this fat theme so it was some hours about obesity and so on. This guy who made that movie Super Size Me has got to be crazy. Eating only at McDonald's for 30 days. 3 meals/day*3. Gods damn he got fat fast. And he started to feel so bad I think he had to stop that diet. I feel a bit ill just looking at that. Personally I don't eat out often at all. Not even once every month I think.

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Bitchen and her new life

Tomorrow at 10.30, Bitchens life will take a dramatical change. I will at that time leave her to the vet, and then she will get sterilized! It was not a hard decision, really, though I would love her to have kittens. 75% siamese kittens. They would be so damn cute! Well that is not going to happen now, because of the sterilizing. The reason I am doing this, is because she regulary starts to scream constantly for about 1 week, and that makes it impossible to sleep. To get an end of this I decided to take her to the vet.

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