Welcome to my blog!

Swedish girl brought up on the country side. Now living in Linköping, 5th biggest town in Sweden. Been studying photography fall 2010 and enjoyed it much. Living at the moment with 9 other young people at the boarding school. Used to be active in politics some years back, but today not at all.

Spare time is often filled with painting, photographing, music and TV shows. Got a half Siamese cat named Bitchen. Favorite holiday is Christmas. Three women who are inspirational: Beyonce, Isabella Löwengrip and Mom.

Monday, May 28, 2007

Åååh.....

Det är så underbart att vara kär. Det tål att upprepas, såhär efter tre månader av blod, svett och tårar. Men framförallt av en massa fin kärlek.

Arbetsmarknaden

Jag är kvinna, från Norrland, utan fullständig gymnasial utbildning och av invandrarbakgrund.

Mina utsikter på arbetsmarknaden ter sig inte bra alls, enligt min samhällsvetenskapsbok. Och visserligen är 25% finskt blod inget att skryta med i invandrarbanor, men det var bara principen jag var ute efter. Att jag statistiskt sett är ute ur leken just nu.

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Saturday Night Live

I went to my 22 year old aunt yesterday. We were supposed to party n stuff before i graduate n shit, and she would pay the whole night and so on..
Anyways. when i get there, her.... boyfriend/ex boyfriend or whatever he is... lets just call him fucktard from now on.. he was there

He just got rid off his electronic tagging he got sum month ago. He is so fucking stupid and i knew it from before when my aunt told me about all the shit and he causes and how hurt she gets all the time.
This evening, he thought my aunt didn't have a top that was tight enough to suit her pants O_o
and he got REALLY grumpy over that she wore the top she wanted to wear.. Which of course didn't look bad at all. But he was not satisfied. Tight pants = tight top is a must.
So i asked him if he thought i was ugly as well since i had my tight jeans and my eary top as well
My aunt wondered if he liked the clothes she wore or HER as a person...
Well... they nagged a bit.. and we drank a lot of beer and when i finally got them to start thinking bout leaving home to go to listen to the live band at the club, he didn't want to come with us.

She persuaded him at last to come with us, cos or else we would get to hear the "oh. i didn't wanna join but you two went to have fun alone and left me here" afterwards....
When we got there my aunt was at the front of the stage with me for a lil while, but then left me to jump like a mad man alone to join the boring ass he is.

When the band finished playing.. and we were supoosed to go home.. someone called him and he started to slow down and talk to the person who called and couldn't let it just be. Time was like.. 3am maybe or around that. And the whole day, ppl had been calling him and he could never turn it off and argh. My aunt got annoyed...
Coz when they ask him where he is since he aint at home his answer is "somewhere" with "someone" - not "i am at my girlfriend's".
But anyway.
We got home and she questioned him.
They started nagging.
And the dumb fuck hit her!
In her face!
got so fucking mad!
She got shocked and said "wtf?!?! you hit me you dumb ass!" and she hit him back. And then he hit her again and she tells him to fuck off and he's being a very slow ass with getting all of his things before leaving. And he was so fucking arrogant and argh! Grrrr
We threw him out. Yelling at him like two very angry amazons.
Then i had to try comfort her and hold her cos she was shaking and crying and was very upset.

The thing is, she knows in her brain that he aint worth it. That he aint worth shit. But "in her heart" she is still fond of him in sum way. So when he calls 20 minutes later, SHE ANSWERS! fuck i got annoyed. When we finally got rid of the shit, and finally understood what a man he really was. .. urm.. wasn't..

He wants to talk to her. So she agrees on meeting him down at the door! God i wanted to slap her bad then >_< But i was really, really tired, and she said she would be back soon. She would just listen to what he wanted to say and then go back up to her apartment.......
I fall asleep cos i am so fucking.. ugh.. tired and drunk

suddenly i wake up cos i hear she is very upset again and she's telling him "get off me! wtf get off me i say" and.. things like that.
He is inside the apartment again, in the kitchen together with my aunt. I listen for like.. 3 minutes. And i get enough of his bullsit and disrespect and arrogance.
I shout and i tell him to fuck off, to start respect ppl and to never come here again.
He, from the other room, tells me to "shut the fuck up" which is like.. the thing he says 80% of the times he opens his mouth. "shut the fuck off" haha. twat.

So. Since he explained he had a problem talking to me, i went into the kitchen, where i see them laying on a mattress under a cover.
She had invited him back in. SO wrong done -_-

I ask him what his problem is. And he doesn't want to talk to me, since he's laying there with my aunt and i am not his g/f. So i get furios, lay down on the mattress, and i start to fight him with words. Debating and arguing = <3. Especially since he's so fucked up stupid, and i am so awesomly good and experienced when it comes to debating and stuff. lol.
All i got back was "shut the fuck up". Almost.

What annoys me the most, is that he REALLY can't listen to eitherwhat me or my aunt have got to say. We listen kindly to what he has to say. But no. He dun wanna listen to us and our feelings and opinions.

Then he gets tired of me. lol.
He walks through the room i was sleeping in at the beginning, and walks out to the balcony. He takes a smoke.

I follow. He calls me a fat bitch. I hit him

Well yeah. I get so fucking annoyed. I think we kept arguing til 8 am.
And i got mad cos my aunt never told him to fuck off and leave already. Wven if he was so fucking stupid insulting ME! And our whole family. AND had been hitting her twice.
I mean. Iget violent if sumone's a fuckhead to me or my mates.
He walks inside. I stay at the balcony with my aunt. We talk sum. Then she walks inside and i go to sit down on my/my aunt's bed. I feel rally tired.
They go to bed together again in the kitchen, continuing to whisper/discuss/arguing with each other.

I get sick of him. Don't ever wanna see the scum again, so i take a cover and i go to lay down outside. Hooray for her balcony. With 1 meter wide benches -_-
I slept there from 8am to 11am.

got picked up by my grandfather and then i took the train home.
I hope he dies. The guy fucking said i was a fat bitch and threaten to hit me as well! wtf?!?!1
I want to chop his dick and his head off.

/Fin

Saturday, May 19, 2007

MAGNUS ANDERSSON NY FÖRBUNDSORDFÖRANDE!

Så var det olidliga väntandet över!
Centerpartiets Ungdomsförbund har idag fått en ny förbundsordförande. Vår käre Segerstabo Magnus Andersson vann voteringen mot Marie Wickberg. Magnus fick 52 röster mot Maries 46 och glädjen och lyckönskningarna går varma i stämmolokalen.

1:a vice ordförande: Marie Wickberg
2:a vice ordförande: Ida Karlsson
3:e vice ordförande: Johan Pettersson

Jag önskar min favorit-Magnus ett stort lycka till och ett stort grattis till posten som förbundsordförande. Jag är alldeles säker på att detta år och flera därefter, kommer bli framgångsrika och roliga år för CUF, med Magnus som ordförande.

Och ett stort tack till vår avgångna ordförande Fredrick Federley, som alltid kommer ha en speciell plats i alla CUF:ares hjärtan!

Beslut som fattats under stämman

Plattskatt - Ja
Aktiv Dödshjälp - Ja
Polygami - Ja
Monarki - Ja
EMU - Nej
Sexköpslagen - Ja
Licensjakt på Varg - Ja

Spännande kommande beslut som vi kommer fatta i mån av tid:
Individuell föräldraförsäkring
Yrkesförsvar

Friday, May 18, 2007

Political party conference

Right now we're in the conference hall, listening to Eskil Erlandsson, Swedens minister of agriculture. He has been answering our questions and explained how important the Youth Party is and how much we helped last September when we became the 3rd biggest party in Sweden. Eskil is one out of four ministers from the Centre Party. One of the questions was how to make the department of agriculture more sexy, and Eskil said the only way he could think of was to change the name from "agriculture" to something emore appealing.

Ok. Off to the debating again. Time to vote!

Monday, May 07, 2007

Internationalist

I går när jag som bäst satt och kollade på Wallander och inväntade att nyheterna skulle ta slut ringer min mobil. Ida Karlsson, CUF:s 2:a vice förbundsordförande, ringde och frågade mig om jag ville vara stämmokommittéordförande för Kapitel 7: Internationell politik. Viljan och nyfikenheten fanns där redan från början och jag tackade ja efter en inte allt för lång övertalningsduell. Så jag är alltså årets stämmokommittéordförande för de internationella frågorna. Härligt och kul!