Oh sweet tomorrow ...

One night to be confused, one night to speed up truth
We had a promise made, 4 hands and then away

Towmorrow is the time. The worst nervosity has not yet struck me, but it will come tomorrow morning, about 4am when we will go to the airport.

I think i have packed the most i need now. Just waiting for Sofie to arrive now.
And i need to find my book i bought that i will use as a diary.

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BBQ and Roleplaying Games

Time to go to Sofie today. Bought stuff so we can BBQ outside later on this evening.
We're going to sleep in her kitchen, as usual, and it will be me, Jenny, Daniel, Sofie and Björn. So yeah. just a little group but it will be just fine.
Sofie's going to be the dungeon master, and she said she will find something up till we get there.
I'm going to bring Vildhjärta just to tease them a bit. I know they want to play it badly.

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Oh yeah....

Bitchen is getting fat!

And I don't know what to do with cats who are overweight...

Anyone got a tip?

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La virgen de hierro - Not any longer

I woke up with a clear head today.
Except for some boring hours every now and day during this day, I've had a very good time. Atleast if you compare it to the past week.
Talked to Mike yesterday night. It really woke up the wise, slummering parts of my brain. It's clear. I'm actually using my head again, which is nice.

I have never before lost my mind like this before. What can I say? It has been traumatic and my poor self couldn't take as much as I thought.
I'm on the right way now. Back on track and doing good.

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Nightmares

I dream about us.
We are making love.

Then i dream about us making out for hours n hours
Til i notice you aint kissing me back.
Your lips are getting so dry and the skin is starting to flake.
And i start to kiss more and more to try heal them but i can't and your eyes are empty and black

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Love will tear us apart

When routine bites hard, and ambitions are low
And resentment rides high, but emotions won't grow
And we're changing our ways, taking different roads
Then love, love will tear us apart again
Then love, love will tear us apart again

Why is the bedroom so cold?
You've turned away on your side
Is my timing that flawed
Our respect run so dry?
Yet there's still this appeal
That we've kept through our lives
Love, love will tear us apart again
Love, love will tear us apart again

You cry out in your sleep - all my failings expose
There's a taste in my mouth, as desperation takes hold
Just that something so good just can't function no more
When love, love will tear us apart again
When love, love will tear us apart again
Love, love will tear us apart again
Love, love will tear us apart again

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